Manja

*from google*

Bila saya manja

pedulikan saja

layankan saja

ikut hati awak saja.

Bila saya manja

ada banyak makna,

suka

bahagia

entah tak kenal lara

sedarlah awak,

saya hanya diri saya saja.

Bila saya manja

terlalu

ingatkan saya

pedulikan saja

biarkan saya

tidak terlalu manja

supaya

awak tak terlalu manjakan saya.

*by lyssavi~

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Been thinking of what he said 
the other day.
Am i really manja (pampered) person or am i being pampered?


I think it's both.
But sometimes it depends on who i am with
To pamper and to be pampered 
are two different things.


It's just my nature i guess
i can't help myself sometimes.
There are countless times i try to,
but then it'll just not be me.


Then again, 
there's the extent to how manja i am.
Being with someone i like
someone who is close to me
and knows my true being,
i am manja me.


But with someone that is 
just so-so,
someone that can't click with 
my 'craziness'
i am less-manja me.


STILL i try to be serious at times,
but my inner kid tells me to be myself.


Being manja doesn't mean  
that i'm dependent
Being myself makes me independent.