Give me Strenght

Strenght.
It's the most important thing i need
right here,
right now.

A Power
for me to move on
to be my own happy self

A Will
for me to keep living
to keep on loving

A Prayer
that i'll be stronger
for me to face reality
so that i'll still be able
to trust another's heart


But
somehow
i can't
i can't do all those things
i'm just a mere imperfect human
trying to be perfect is something that i can't do

However
finding something
to perfect my life
is something
that i will do

Eventually
all that was perfect
was actually imperfect
a fake
a mask

Wishing
for
something so pure n simple

what i realized
the hurt
the pain
its just too much